Chapter 7

Today something hit me. I wasn't expecting it to hurt, but man it hurt like hell. Today I was casually on Facebook when at the top of my news feed I saw pictures of Kyra's annual York trip. Kyra and I used to be best friends. We had a falling out in the middle of last year and haven't spoken since. I truly don't want to be her friend. Honestly, I don't. It was always way more trouble than it was worth. But somehow, seeing those picture just brought up a lot of old feelings. I was there for the first York trip. In fact I was the one who helped start it. I know that where I am now is where I want to be so why do I still feel this way? Maybe it's because Stephen went along with them? Maybe that's what really upsets me. I don't know. But I do know that it's only the start of the day. So it can really only go up from here...