Chapter 36

I believe in true love. I believe in true love more than anything on this earth. I believe as if it were something that I could see right in front of me. That belief fills my heart, and brings me so much joy and pain at the same time. I know that this belief is my greatest downfall. I believe so strongly that it eats me up inside. Every time I meet someone new I have this slight wonder if he's.. the one. Then, I sit in despair at how alone I am. I am alone. I am always alone. And I'm terrified that I will forever remain that way. I think my biggest fear is never finding true love. That's also my biggest secret. I will never mutter these words aloud. I will never tell anyone. And I will forever be alone.