Chapter 17

Yesterday was the first day of school. It was the dawning of the day that everything changes, and on that day everything changed. I got settled into my classes only to realize that none of my friends are in them. Then, all of this old drama, which I had placed earnestly in the past, with Kyra resurfaced. Then I found out that Steve actually is seeing other girls. And finally, for the cherry on the cake, I had a terrible day at work. Then found out that my good work friend is leaving. It was quite the day. The Kyra stuff doesn't bother me that much. She's just acting like a six year old. I just really don't want to be bogged down by all of that again. I thought we were past this. The Steve stuff however, bothers me a little. I knew this was going to happen. I truly did. And it's not that he's seeing other girls that bothers me, because I know we're not a couple. What bothers me is the fact that he didn't say anything about it. So the moral of the story is that whatever we were doing is over. So. Over. And work was just the sad to my depressing. I love Michele and I hate that I won't be seeing her as much, but she got a better job therefore I am happy for her. Yesterday was seriously a rice-crispy-treat kind of day. I went home feeling so defeated. I just feel like not matter what I do, or where I turn I can't catch a break. I just really want something to be easy for once. I want someone to make this all worth it.